Friday No. 76

Friday, February 23, 2018

No. 1 
A few years ago I needed frames for a particular spot in our home, and I had exactly what I wanted in mind. I specifically wanted larger mats with 8x10 photos and white wood frames. The exact proportion I had in mind I could only find at West Elm at the time.. and I really do love them, but the $100 price tag for three frames isn't my normal life. Target now carries almost identical ones and I picked up a few this week after moving the West Elm ones into the nursery. I'm having to hold myself back from buying several more and just hoarding them in case of discontinuation, but I love them and wanted to share!

No. 2

I can't stop won't stop with matching pajamas for my babies. Especially because I'm sure that for May that's what we'll be living in. So I ordered these precious lemon ones for my little people. Beau will get his in his Easter basket I think! :) For toddler + baby.. soooo soft!

No. 3
On Sunday night we had a Valentine's Day dinner with our home group and it was so much fun- all but one couple made it and enjoying dinner together was so sweet! Side note the dress I'm wearing is one of my absolute favorites for pregnancy and non pregnancy. I'm not sure why I'm sharing that because I bought it two years ago and it isn't available.. haha! but you know how every so often you purchase something that just randomly becomes something you can wear all the time? This is one of those!! Even two of my friends wore it to special occasions while they were pregnant last summer. Thank you random Free People dress for being so versatile!!

No. 4
Last Saturday afternoon we played Monopoly with Ben's brother and his best friend and had SO much fun. Notice Ben was drinking some juice from Trader Joe's in a wine glass to make it fancy, haha! It felt so nice to just play a game and not be at all focused on any sort of tv event or technology. It was hard for me to say yes to playing because I felt like I should be using my time better but it was such a fun time!

No. 5 

Probably embarrassing to share this photo but whatever!! I ordered this robe to take to the hospital when Little Sister is born because I wanted something pink to wear, haha. I had planned on saving it and keeping it "fresh" for that but when I tried it on I instantly fell in love and have been wearing it daily. I literally sent this pic to my friend to say that it was one of those days I just needed to put my robe on at lunch yesterday, did not intend for it to make then log but WHATEVER!! Haha! It's a perfect weight.. it's light but still cozy. I'm in a medium and it is still super roomy and comfy with my almost 30 week baby bump which is also measuring a week ahead. :) Highly recommend. I've now become a robe person! 

Our Love Story: Part Seven

Friday, February 16, 2018

Three months later.. your next installment. Oopsie! Let's get this thing wrapped up over the next few weeks, shall we? Haha!

Where we had left off I told Ben that we didn't need to be in contact with each other for any reason. Even with our awkwardness of heartbreak, we still talked every so often and it just wasn't healthy. That semester I totally cut off and it was misery but I poured myself into other things. 

Side note: this is what my room in college looked like at this time.. I just have to share for old times sake. 

I remember thinking that this was truly the cutest room ever and that I had such a knack for styling and design... LOL!!! 

Anyways, I spent my time forming new friendships and just settling into life as a student at A&M. 

Around the middle of the semester the employee of the mission organization who lead our trip to Mexico reached out to me because he was leading a small group of college students on a trip to Romania and wanted me to consider going. I thought about it, prayed about it.. and really felt like it would be an awesome fit. I honestly remember even thinking that it might be a cool opportunity to meet some God fearing boys from other colleges to get over my heartbreak that continued to loom in my life. I specifically remember in this season of life that whenever I had long drives (something I feel like is common in college.. so many road trips!) I would cry and just not be able to escape my thoughts about the situation. I constantly prayed for the Lord to change my heart and help me be over Ben. It felt like something that was holding me back from living my best life, honestly. Why was I so on fire for God and His kingdom yet I spent so much time thinking about.. a boy? It didn't make sense to me at all. 

Thanksgiving break arrived quickly and I'll remind y'all of my close relationship with our youth pastor and their family. I was saying hello to people at church that Sunday and I told Josh about the trip I had signed up for.. and we were talking about the idea of me coming along with the youth group's planned trip for the summer to Seattle with the same organization. Josh said "Okay so I'm not trying to tell you not to go on this trip but I'm curious why you thought it was a good idea for you and Ben to go on the same trip?" What. This was an original mic drop moment. I immediately burst into tears and it was clear I had no idea. I had to hit the road to get back for finals but Josh was like "Breathe.. we'll figure this out." 

.... And then I proceeded to be really in denial about the situation and talk to almost nobody about it over the next month. I just processed I guess. It's pretty out of character looking back but I just needed to sit and dwell in this information. At this point I knew 8 or so students were going on the trip. Five would travel together from DFW. Groovy. I knew that the way airplane seats were assigned was in alphabetical order so I imagined it was pretty likely that Strader and Todd were seated beside each other for a long flight to Europe. Lots to process. I wondered if I needed to bring it up to Ben or not. Finally after a really hard Christmas holiday, I reached out to him and told him we needed to talk. We were both in and out of town over break so really the only time we could meet was back in College Station. We were both driving back on the same day so literally completed the drive separately and then met at a park by his house and I told him my discovery. 

I don't remember a ton about this conversation except for the fact that in later years Ben told me that when I told him he was like "okay cool so this is my wife!" Haha. I think in this conversation it also came out that Ben was considering going to Seattle too. The trips were almost back to back. Just five days at home in between two and a half weeks of travel. What a weird situation. 

Over the course of the semester we started talking again. It got to a point where we would text all day every day. We played words with friends with each other (haha!) and I specifically remember stopping responding to texts at a certain time of night so I could respond the next morning and ensure that we'd talk for another day. We met up about once a week or every two weeks and I didn't tell anyone about it because I didn't want to get my hopes up. 

One pivotal time we met at Starbucks because Ben had felt strongly lead to apologize to me for how he ended things and how he gave me so much heartbreak and so little closure. It was a really good conversation. I don't exactly remember what we said but we agreed to leave the status of our relationship up in the air and not talk about any of it until we returned from the trips. 

So.. we went to Romania. I can't remember why or now but we decided to take photos of this little plastic squirrel toy in all of our destinations... so make note of that in some of the photos. I was really passionate about not sharing any of our back story with anyone on the trip. It felt immature and dramatic to me and so basically we just appeared like two weirdos from the same hometown who clearly had some sort of relationship but weren't dating. No one ever asked me but I'm sure they wanted to.. we had so many rich conversations over the course of that week. 

Some of these photos are also from Budapest.. where we spent a few days at the end of the trip. It was honestly a great time and we enjoyed each other's company, and the company of everyone else on the trip. I was right, and we sat side by side on most of the plane rides. It was fun because I had grown up taking international flights, and I got to share a lot of those memories with Ben as we traveled. 

Towards the end of the trip our leader who had become a friend to all of us asked me while we were walking through Budapest.. "So you realize that when you get married one day you and Ben won't be able to be friends anymore.. unless you marry each other? Why haven't y'all considered that?" (paraphrase from my memory haha!) This was his way of saying okay girl the gig is up what's the deal... so I told him all of it. I remember him being like "Well I have an excellent feeling about this!" 

We got home, had a few days to recover, and I was loving every second. We were getting so much time together and it honestly felt like a dream come true. 

Going into this trip I felt the same way about the other one.. I was going to remain tight lipped about what was going on. Even though several people on the trip were my dearest friends. Looking back that is so weird, haha. On the flight to Seattle I sat by my friend Susan and her personality is very tell it like it is... the second we sat down she was like "okay spill." So I did. It ended up being really good for me that she knew what was going on and could be supportive of me throughout the week.

This time Ben and I were placed in the same group, so we spent the week side by side sharing the gospel with people, handing out food to the homeless community of Seattle, etc. I have a really sweet hard copy photo that someone took of us sitting together with a homeless man talking to him. I'm not sure where that is, actually. But we had a really good week, lots of growth individually, and together. 

And... we'll stop there! :) Promise you'll be hearing more in less than THREE MONTHS! Haha!! 

Our Trader Joe's Favorites

Monday, February 5, 2018

We go through on and off spurts of shopping at Trader Joe's.. and right now we're on a major ON! I do love the convenience of grocery pickup, but the experience of TJ's is so wonderful. They always give Beau a snack and mama gets to shop! My friend Lisa posted about what they like to buy there recently so it inspired me to share what's on our list as well! Some of these things are healthier than others. Some available exclusively to Trader Joe's. Some we buy every time, some we buy as a treat.

  • Pomegranate Seeds (they always have extra good ones!)
  • Teeny Tiny Avocados (these are like gold in our house.. we all love Avocado!)
  • Black Pepper Turkey Bacon 
  • Maple Breakfast Chicken Sausage 
  • Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter Cups (the pb is more "whipped" and tastes really different than a normal reese's cup and we LOVE them!) 
  • Black Bean and Quinoa Tortilla Chips 
  • Plantain Chips 
  • Dark Chocolate Butterscotch Carmel Bites 
  • Chicken Fried Rice for an easy lunch or dinner.. honestly Ben eats this a lot more than I do haha 
  • Pastry Pups (a fun appetizer) 
  • Scandinavian Swimmers (swedish fish variety pack.. yum!) 
  • Frozen Gnocchi
  • Frozen Turkey Burgers
  • Shaved Brussel Sprouts 

Honestly we've tried so many things but these are what are on my mind right now, a few too many candies! Whoops! What are y'alls favorites? Their breakfast meats are what can get me to schedule a trip, I always try to have some stocked in the freezer! Beau loves them too! :) 

My 27th Birthday Wishlist

Friday, February 2, 2018

Honestly I keep forgetting that my birthday is next week! In general I'm not someone who is all about my birthday, but it is still a sweet celebration of another year. Two years ago Ben and I went on a special and fun date in between my birthday and Valentine's Day, and so I'm hoping we can replicate that again. Here are a few things I wouldn't mind receiving as birthday gifts! :)

I have my eye on this eyeshadow palette. I'm not super motivated to buy any clothes for myself until after Little Sister is here, so I'm thinking that some new eyeshadows would put some pep in my step! :)

I also need to replace my powder.. this one is what I want to try next!

This might be boring but I really want a spare sheet set for our king sized bed. I just love plain white sheets and I think with the busy season we have ahead with adjusting to two little ones it would be nice to be have an extra set to make the sheet washing process each week a little less filled with urgency.

Right now all I want to do is buy things for my sweet babies.. I'll always happily receive a gift card to The Beaufort Bonnet Company. My younger brother actually got me a gift card from there for Christmas and it was one of my favorite presents because when the second launch of their Spring collection released, I was ready! :)

I like this top and think it would be great for postpartum!

I've honestly had no interest in a trendy pair of mules and then all of a sudden this week it hit me how comfy and easy they must be to wear- I love this blush bow pair!

February Goals

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Whoops! I clearly skipped goals for January, which is ironic because that's the one month when most people who don't usually post goals, do. Haha! I saw something on instagram that said it is January 74th, and it does feel sort of true! It's been a good month for us for the most part, but it still feels like Christmas was about a year ago. We have lots to look forward to this Spring, but I'm trying hard not to wish the time away. The presence of my sweet little Beau really helps with that, I want to savor every second of each stage he is in. It's really hard though, to not want to rush it all to get to the day we get to meet Little Sister! I feel like when I was pregnant with Beau the only thing I knew was baby prep and feeling close to him by those little things in pregnancy, but now I know of the joy at the end of the journey and I just want to meet our girl so bad! I'm so excited and think about that moment all the time. It is just such a gift. I really am having a ton of fun doing baby prep though.. working on the nursery and ordering things for newborn photos and whatnot. I have a feeling February will go quick, but these are the things I'm trying to squeeze in! 

February Goals: 
  • Continue with 2 desserts a week
  • Continue with 30 minutes of some sort of physical activity at least 5 days a week
  • Wash all the clothes that Beau wore that can be worn by Little Sister and hang them in the closet 
  • Finish 90% of the nursery 
  • Enjoy celebrating turning 27! 
  • Keep going on sweet adventures with Beau
  • Finalize Beau's birthday party invitations and stamp and get ready to mail 
  • Start working on some of the decor for Beau's birthday party 
  • Look for a cute swimsuit to order for Beau 
  • Reorganize Beau's closet 
  • Send little Valentines to Beau's friends :) 
  • get two prenatal massages (wahoo!)
  • get our 2017 photo book ordered 
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